i am starting to get really anxious about life in general right now. and i am getting REALLY frustrated with some rules that have been put forth before me.

my parents, since i was a little girl, have told me that if i ever got a tattoo or rode a motorcycle that they would cut me off. completely. no more college, no more car, and then they would write me out of the will. now i find this to be a bit over the top, and honestly i am starting to question whether or not this stuff would even be a big deal in the end. yes, of course, it would be a big deal before college...but after?

i really wonder if its worth living with their rules and not doing what i really want to do, and as ridiculous as it sounds...i really want to do both of those things. and its not just about rebellion. le sigh.