i am feeling really disconnected from everything.

by which i mean, with 21 credits, taking classes off campus, theatre and working that i simply feel overwhelmed to the max. and as such i never know about anything that is going on around this place. i no longer know about parties, get togethers, etc....

i am really happy where i am, but i am also feeling very lonely in a lot of ways too. which is ridiculous.

but in general the people i care about most i never hear from, and i am sure it is vice versa.