have you ever had a feeling that something was not quite right? where the entire world suddenly seemed bleak and dark but not for you yourself but rather something much bigger. well as i fell asleep tonight on the phone with a friend of mine both of us went blank and we proceeded to have a twenty minutes conversation about "whats wrong? are you ok? why are you weird" turns out, it had nothing to do with us but rather the grandest union of two people in a dating capacity had just been broken. holy shit.

i'm utterly shocked.

i almost feel like crying myself.