who would have known that I would still be standing after the past few weeks, but here i am. alive and breathing and smiling like there is no tomorrow.

and after a series of mishaps and exhaustion and the wronging of many, i have emerged, torn and broken but still walking. and as i have stated before...its the small miracles that solve wonders. and this is one of those moments. and i think i am still impressed with the idea that I am here and happy.

and damn does it feel good.

love knows how to forgive and forget. and that is a relief that no one can understand, except for maybe me.

and tonight i may actually be able to sleep, in fact i think that it is inevitable.

i think i haven't been this elated in weeks in fact. and sans anything to aid the process. score.

tomorrow work starts at 9 am, for me that is. the other interns, excluding my roommate Alex do not have to be in until 11:30am. Wow. how did the two of us get so lucky....oh wait....DAN RIST THINKS WE ARE AWESOME!!!! for once in my life, i wish i were a failure.