i have said this quite a few times... but each time its a little closer to the truth. and as such, i am evern a bit closer now by saying--my life is falling into place. I am graduating in TWO semesters. I AM A SENIOR!!!! I am going to India, twice in the next year. Three in the next two years. I am going to go to graduate school eventually...I am going to have a life outside of my current existence. And that makes me really really happy.

Except that I feel exceedingly ill and horridly nauseated. Blah.

c'est la vie.