ch-ch-changes
my life is moving in awkward parallels. although they are converse parallels...think two way street. currently i am in a relationship time warp, with the tables turned. no, i have not in all honesty "broken" my vow of singleness...just modified it.
now why? because, i am still single. in the way that i won't have a date for valentines day, and in the way that i am not going to see ANYONE exclusively. which makes me lonely. this is a position i am not used to in anyway shape or form. but it is one that is probably a good thing for me. gives me room to breathe. and that room is well, AMAZING. albeit depressing during stupid holidays.
i spent january in India. it was eye opening. convinced me of a lot of things i had been hiding...trying to dispose of. so now, i feel a bit more centered and on base then i have for a while.
currently i am snowed into New York City...second largest storm on record. OF COURSE this was the weekend i decided to come. of course.
now why? because, i am still single. in the way that i won't have a date for valentines day, and in the way that i am not going to see ANYONE exclusively. which makes me lonely. this is a position i am not used to in anyway shape or form. but it is one that is probably a good thing for me. gives me room to breathe. and that room is well, AMAZING. albeit depressing during stupid holidays.
i spent january in India. it was eye opening. convinced me of a lot of things i had been hiding...trying to dispose of. so now, i feel a bit more centered and on base then i have for a while.
currently i am snowed into New York City...second largest storm on record. OF COURSE this was the weekend i decided to come. of course.
posted by Mak at
10:31 AM
1 Comments:
Props to you for finding some kind of happy medium about relationshipizing. Good luck and I hope it all works out for the best. Meanwhile, damn me for trying to have everything. Being a player really isn't my style. I need to JUST SAY NO to commitment right now. When are we gonna hang out? I propose either movie-watching and possibly smoking and enjoying choice beverages, or else studying mixed with good conversation-slash-ranting. I could go either way. As soon as the Plague's over.
--The girl whose neck got vampire-d
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