ch-ch-changes

my life is moving in awkward parallels. although they are converse parallels...think two way street. currently i am in a relationship time warp, with the tables turned. no, i have not in all honesty "broken" my vow of singleness...just modified it.

now why? because, i am still single. in the way that i won't have a date for valentines day, and in the way that i am not going to see ANYONE exclusively. which makes me lonely. this is a position i am not used to in anyway shape or form. but it is one that is probably a good thing for me. gives me room to breathe. and that room is well, AMAZING. albeit depressing during stupid holidays.

i spent january in India. it was eye opening. convinced me of a lot of things i had been hiding...trying to dispose of. so now, i feel a bit more centered and on base then i have for a while.

currently i am snowed into New York City...second largest storm on record. OF COURSE this was the weekend i decided to come. of course.