and so it goes

my life looks something like this....

i only have five days of class left. this is exciting. but the work i have to do in the next few weeks is so daunting that i can't even fathom my doing anything but getting my crap written. i am dating a great girl. but its ending in a few weeks. and my ability to get emotional engaged in this relationship at all is impossible. so i have this unusual distance that i am attempting to maintain between us...this is not a good thing. but such is life.

i am leaving the country really soon. this is also exciting. but i am not going to lie....its terrifying. i am leaving home for at least nine months. most likely its more like twelve. i will be gone for this entire time, existing between borders of developing nations. i will come home a new person, with a whole new look on life...or maybe not.

I leave Massachusetts on May 25th at Noon. I will be home the 26th by midnight. I start work the following week on May 30th. (I am working in big business. WOOPIE!) My Dance intensive starts June 25th and ends July 14th. After that I will be going to Door County....I then leave for Malaysia around the First of August. Which will give me five days in Malaysia until I leave for Cambodia. Once I am there...I am home.

I can't believe it. Shock.

Here I go.